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Irony, Metaphor, Bullshits.

Sa kung paanong paraan napaka gulo ng mga personal na gamit ko ay sa parehong paaraan din napaka gulo ngaun ng isip ko.

Hindi ko alam. Siguro talaga lang nagkasunod sunod ang mga problema. Pero bat ganun? Lahat naman ng problema ko tinatawanan ko lang o di kayay binabalewala. Pero bakit ngaun nagpapakawasak ako overcold bottles of escapes which always ends me up puking-drunk-wasted-pessimistic -lame-whine ass?!

I freakin miss the good ol days. If I couldnt have crossed the line. The line that keeps our pure sanity. I shouldnt had spilled it all. I should had kept that to myself. Now here I am ranting how everything turned out to be so damn comlplicating and lame roller coaster ride.

I need to get a life. Seriously. If not, I might snap and screw everything up.

I need an epiphany. And I need it ASAP.


Last Song Syndrome (LSS)

Kagabi di matapos tapos ang nobelang
Binubuo sa mumunting isipan ko
Kakitiran namimilit pang mangatwiran
Iniipon ang mga pagkakataon at sa isang sulok
Ay pinagdurugtong dugtong

Dugtong… Kabit… Kabig… Palit…

Huli na ang lahat para bawiin ang hindi nararapat
Ano ba umayos ka
Wala ng magagawa sa nahulog na
At tayong dalawa

Urong… Sulong…
Urong Sulong na lang ba
Sakit… Bakit…
Bakit ako na lamang ang natitira

Kasalanan mo ang lahat ng to
Bakit ako ang pinagbabayad mo
Kasalanan mo ang lahat ng to
Nagtataka ako
Bakit siya ang pinili mo

UDD’s TAYA. *sigh*

I effin love all UDD songs…From Fragmented to Bipolar. But the irony is, most of thir song is a bitchslap to me. Haha. Well, personal dillema’s and BS aint a reson to hate their songs. Theyre one of the few OPM idie acts that caught my taste in music. And also, I know someone who loves UDD as much as I do. But the thing is, that..that someone -darn. Whatever.

So much for ranting again. Im deeply ashamed of what this blog had become. A portal and mirror of the lamest act of public whinning. Ehrg. I need to STFU. Just for now…


Goodbye my unruly* hair.

April 02, 2009

I lost my so called unruly hair. Ehrg. Its been a year since I last got my hair done. And dammit, Im still frustrated at the fact that I have to cut my hair just to be admitted at our school. Darn.

So much for ranting shits. Whats done is done. Ehrg.

*What she used to call my messed up hair.


Haha. I used to hate FS for a long time now. Pero ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng dahilan para idelete yung account ko. Haha. Shame. But yeah, I do think its a good thing. I remember the days when i spend shitloads of hours infront of the computer layouting my FS, which is stupid cuz’ look : sinasayang ko ang pera at panahon ko para lang pagandahin ang FS for what? of course you know why. JUST TO SHOW OFF!.

Yep, yan ang tingin ko sa majority ng mga FS users ngaun : stupid, dumb showoffs! Haha. Alam nio bang ginagawa lang tayong bobo ng FS? Imbis na suriin at pag aralan natin ang lipunan eh nauuwi tayo sa pag uupload ng mga litrato at pagpasa pasa ng mga nonsense comments na nagiging spam na. Haha.

Well so much for that. Friendster fvcked me before. But not anymore. Haha. Oh fvcked. Kawawang FS, naging salaan ng frustrations at bitterness. Though I dont even have the right to be mad, upset, disappointed or  bitter. Cuz I DONT REALLY HAVE A SAY ABOUT IT!. BUT I CANT FREAKIN HELP IT.

Ayt then. Think I need to wrap this up.

Kinakain ng pagkukunwari. Binubuhay ng ilusyon

Kelan ako magigising?

Were living in repetition..

OO. Isa na namang walang kwentang rant ito.

Random shits and public whinning

Okay. Mabilis lang to. I got exactly 15minutes left before my time runs out. Dapat kasi kanina ko pa sinimulan to eh. Masyado na kong nahuhuli. Hindi parin ako nakakapag update ng blog. Ano paba mga kulang ko? Ayun. Kailangan kona pala tapusin ang blog entry ko para sa Anniv ng Anakbayan. Pero dahil sa wala akong visuals o mga litrato, hindi ako makapagsimula.

Kailangan ko na rin palang tapusin yung so called “Anthology” ko. Sus. hindi ka naman talaga na late eh. Ako lang talaga yung nahuli. Hindi ko naman kasi kinonsidera ang pagiging “opportunist”. Kasi kahit kailan hindi ako nag take advantage sayo. Yeah. Call it “hypocrisy”. But IDK. Whew. Pasintabi sa mga collective ko kung medyo personal ang blog post na to. Pero wala eh ganun talaga. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin eh. Gusto ko sya na ayaw ko. Basta hirap ipaliwanag.

Patapos na pala yung 15minutes. At nakapagsayang narin akong 150++ words. At ng isang blog post. Pasensya na talaga.

Miss you like HELL!!!

If i could just screw-fvcked them all. Kaso hindi eh. Take yer time. And Ill take mine. And maybe someday..Well be both there. In time. T_T

I need a rest. Seriously.

On an indefinite hiatus, For I dont really fucking know how long..

I really need to grow up. PAKINGBULSHITMAMEN! Masyado na kong napag iwanan.

And to worsen things up bigla pa kong nabadtrip. Haha I should have always expecte for teh worst case scenario, Hindi yun ganto na nagiisip isip ako ng kung ano anong optimistic views.

BWAKANANGINAYAN, para kong bata. Nakakahiya sa mga collective ko at mga suking PES members na dumadaan sa walang kwentang blog na to. Haha

Tatapusin ko lang ang anniv ng PES, then Im off.

Taena kakabanas puro rants na laman ng blog na to which is supposed to be a progressive online journal.

Magmumuni muni nalang muna ako.

Babalik balik nalang ako dito para mag update.

Until then, This is S.O.R.A.L – signing off.




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